So far, I’ve accomplished every goal that I have set for myself. I am an honor student. I am above the influence . I got accepted into many colleges. I am involved in school and in my community. I am an athlete . & although I am loved by my friends and family. & I have a boyfriend who supports me in every way. I’m still not happy. Why? Because you’re still not happy.
& I realize as I’m typing this.. I guess I didn’t accomplish all my goals . Because my biggest goal.. Was to make you proud. To see you smile.. Because of something I did. To know that I failed at this, completely breaks my heart.
Its just so hard to grow up, and realize you’ve disappointed the two most meaningful people in a child’s life. Mom and Dad, I’m sorry that I wasn’t good enough. I’m so sorry.
